healing

Father, i have so much to be grateful for, primarily for my ever evolving understanding of my spirituality and my relationship with You.

where once i would feel so scared and minute, i now know that You are in me, guiding my steps, but allowing me to choose where to go next.  for this, i am so deeply grateful.

i know that because You are the Divine Love that i search for within myself and in others, i will find You.  i believe that You are ultimately directing me to my ultimate self, a self that knows no boundaries, that feels overwhelming abundance, that sees nothing but beauty.

when i meet this self, Father, know that i will be fully aware that it is a reflection of You that i am looking at, for You reflect our inner soul as we reflect You from our core.

ive spent 42 years in this body, my Lord God, and i feel as if i am just awakening to the truth, to the light, to the word.  it is Your infinite patience with me, Father, that heals me, that restores me, that recreates me.

i honor You, and i honor that which You have chosen for me.  i wait eagerly for the man who will love me and who i will love with the purest of hearts.  i anticipate moments when i see You in smiles, in sunrises, in a random act of kindness.

it is when i love as You do the people i come in contact with that i feel Your presence so strongly within me.  it is then when i know nothing else...when i want nothing else...

in Jesus' name.

amen.