humbled

Heavenly Father, i come before You to offer You my love and gratitude for the love You have given me and my son the past few months.

thank You for answering our prayers in a way that has shown us Your majesty and Your power.  thank You for never failing us, though we fail You.

i ask, Abba, that You please bring peace to my father and my brother as they struggle with abundance and the idea that Your silence means You arent listening.

i know that we are afraid, Father, because we lose sight of You and of the Holy Spirit and Jesus and the Blessed Mother in our lives.  i am so very guilty of that.  but i ask You to please have mercy on us, to forgive us because our sight is so limited when looking for Your glory, Lord.

please, Father, please help my father and my brother trust in Your wisdom and Divine knowledge so that their mental burdens are eased.  help them to believe in Your presence in their lives.  please, Father, please give them the wishes of their hearts if it is Your Divine will.

i pray that i somehow find inspiration and love again, that i allow love to come into my heart and not be so jaded and closed off.  i feel such a disconnect, Father, with my heart, and im afraid that i wont be able to feel love and hurt and joy and grace.

thank You for the past few months at work, and i am especially humbled by the abundance You have provided for me, abundance that no one else on earth can.  thank You for providing me with my needs and for allowing me to do this work and to enjoy it without being bitter.

in Jesus' name, i pray.

amen.